Throughout my time here in college, I have learnt alot. Good and bad. Well, bad things mostly. But it made me realise things I  would have never have seen or realise before this. I was naive. I still am. But some things just opned my eyes just a little bit more.

Friends come and go. How true this is. I have made friends, lost some throughout the way, and gained some. With some people i have been through thick and thin. Others are just the 'hi-bye' friends. But no matter how close you are with  the other person, there will come a time that the both of you will start to drift apart.

I'm not saying that this happens to everyone, but to me, its real. You might be really tight with this circle of friends, but after some period of time, you tend to drift away from them. I guess that it just happens naturally. Its not the boredom of being with the same person all the time. You just drift away.Ok, maybe it is boredom, but everyone has his or her own reasons.

Maybe I am still searching for that something. That certain something is still elusive to me. It maybe a person, or something material, or  spiritual enlightment, whatever it is, I am still looking for it.

I am tired. Mentally. I am tired of everything. I just want to return to nothingness, where nothing really means nothing. A place void of feelings and emotions. Things which I am just sick of right now.

While I still search on....

It has been awhile since I've visited this site, and it so neglected that  i don't even wanna open it anymore.

Due to constant persistance of a certain 'somebody' and being called a mahai and jibai all the time, I guess I'll have to write about something.

The one thing that amuses me in Malaysia is the car modifying scene, or shall we call it the "Pimp My Ride" the Malaysian way. It doesnt matter if you have a Honda Civic or a Kancil 660, anything goes. Sesuai with the seruan, Malaysia Boleh!

I have build up a list of stuff that people will put on their cars, just to make it look 'cool' or 'sportier'

DISCLAIMER: THE STUFF LISTED DOWN BELOW DOESN NOT, I REPEAT, DOES NOT MAKE YOUR CAR GO ANY FASTER THAN IT IS.

1. Adding Mitsubishi decals or logos in replacement to the Proton logo you have on the grill.

2. Darkening your tail light, or changing it to the clear crystal type.(For Waja, aadded the sticker on top of the rear light to make it look a lil bit like and Evo back light) Doesn't make your car go faster dude (esp. Waja and Wira drivers)

3. Putting a super-duper big ass muffler that I can fit two of my fists in. Mufflers need to be precise in their measurements, according to the engine capacity. Never have the idea that 'the bigger, the better'. Total bullshit. And if it is on a Kancil, take my word for it. When u accelerate, your car sounds like a donkey farting (or fucking, whichever applies). I just think these guys have something to prove. Bigger mufflers doesn't mean bigger dicks right?

4. Changing your normal tyre sizes from a standard 13 inch to 16-17 inch. I understand that a low profile tyre with alloy rims helps in stabilization, but if it is just for esthetics value, forget about it. i've seen a kancil with a 14 inch tyre size. I cant describe how it looks like here, but imagine a bodyduilder with really big shoulders and a small head.

5. Adding front, side and rear skirtings. For Saga's it has Evolution III written at the side. For Wira's, the style is endless. But if you notice, most of them either have the front skirting added, leaving the rear bare, or front and side skirting installed without the rear skirting. Adding skirtings with colours different than your car paint is NOT COOL. Nor does it makes your car go faster though. It is just an eyesore.

6. Putting a big ass meter that looks cool-lanchiau-cibai-from-the-outside-but-is-in-fact-an-extra-tachometer will never ever make your car go faster.Even iy you add a voltage regulator so what?The meter doesnt make it look sporty. Doesn't makes you car go from 0 to 100km/h in 4 seconds. It doesn't even make you Wira beat a stock Supra on the road. Its just for show.

7. Read carefully :-
   a) Well designed spoilers - good
   b) Anything that resembles a part of an airplane - BAD

8. Tinting your windows black, blue or platinum.

9. Adding blue, red or purple flouresent (not neon) lights under the car.

10. Normal lights - yes. Xenon, HID whatever crap - NO NO

11. Putting on Brembo brake pads cover on your stock brakes.

12. In short, if your car is not an Evo 4, please don't make your Wira look like one. Even if your Proton Saga has an Evo 3 engine, it is still not an Evo 3 mind you.

The list may go on and on, I'm just too frickkin tired to list them all here. If you guys have anything else, share it with me in the comments. Like to hear what you guys think.

Fei Mau signing out.

I am going to start anew with this blog. Reading back on my previous posts, kinda made me think I was just another angst-fuelled teenager pissed at the world. *shivers*. But the bitching will not stop though, it will just be a lil' mellow. And i'll get that mufuka Stone to write in here. Ciao.